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Thursday, June 16th, 2005
8:56 pm - My new apartment rules!
two minutes ago:

Gillian: Okay. You go beat off, I'll go buy beer and cigarettes, then we'll have band practice.

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Saturday, June 4th, 2005
3:24 pm
I moved to a new apartment! And I can't get twenty minutes to myself for fucking around or anything. I have been so busy, I will tell you all about all of it one day. But right now: War Cave show on June 18th, congratulations Ty and Kristin, I have to go to the dollar store.

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Saturday, May 21st, 2005
2:23 pm
Okay, mordicai punked me into this thing. I can't tell if it's cool or not- I'm not evenreally sure what it is- but you should go check it out. I guess you make a profile and then everybody's profile links to everybody else's profile? And everybody is in everybody else's gang, or something. *shrug*


I don't know, it it's Saturday and you're looking at the computer thing, you probably need a new thing to fuck around with. Or not. But wouldn't you like to be in my silly e-gang?

current mood: SHOWER NOW

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12:57 pm

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12:48 pm
You know, it's kinda sad that muscley boys stripped down to their blue-and-yellow briefs, rubbing lotion all over other naked muscley boys on stage while disco plays really loud, just don't do much for me. Y'know? Because if I found 'em more exciting, last night would have been even better.

See what happened was, Rach and Mary drank beer all day long. Rach called up around midnight- after I'd taken the king of the naps and decided just to stay in- like, drunk and barely coherent, threatening to kill everyone on the train or something. I was like, okay, I am such a mommy bird, I will come make sure you get home.

The drunken directions went, "we are in [some unintelligible bar name] on avenue A at fifth street." So I went to all the bars on A, right? And they weren't in 'em. I even went into Opaline, where we'd gone to the open bar a thousand times last summer, but there was a cover.

Here's where it's awesome! This cute little kid with a bunch of makeup on was taking money at the door. I was like, is there a cover? And he was like, yeah, ten dollars. So I said, okay, bye, and he said, wait! So I said, Quesion mark? And he had me turn around, looked at my butt I guess, then said I could just go in.

BECAUSE I'M SO ATTRACTIVE! Which is nice. 'Cept then my people weren't in there, either, just a thousand sweaty boys. (And nobody even tried to make out with me.) I guess one of the naked boys onstage was pretty dried out- maybe he works in a dusty bookstore too!- because the other naked boy onstage kept climbing all over him and rubbing moisturizer into his thighs and rumpus. I kept wishing that it would turn me on, but eh. No dice. I'M PRETTY FRUITY BUT I AM JUST NOT GAY ENOUGH :*-(.

Anyway, then I found my people and stayed out all night and got home at 4:30.

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Thursday, May 19th, 2005
3:23 pm
I just posted you a good long entry about why I haven't been posting, what I've been up to, spontaneous guitar-and-banjo jams breaking out in the subway, rock shows friends why my life is basically summer camp, at this point, how everything's half-finished and I'm juggling a bunch of projects, and even an allusion to Top Secret Big Mysterious Things- but then the stupid internet cafe computer ate it. GODDAM STUPID INTERNET CAFE COMPUTER (please don't eat this one too).

But so things are good, and I'm glad people are starting to unfriend me for infrequency of postings. Love you too.

I am tired.

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Sunday, May 8th, 2005
9:20 pm
one thing that's nice is four beers at lunch.

Another is barcade. Holy crap.

My weekend was awesome, how was yours?

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Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005
10:16 am
Hey if you want to come see Rach play a show tonight, show up at the strand at six thirty. It'll be rad.

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Wednesday, April 27th, 2005
4:54 pm
One thing that's nice is when you take the day off work because of a migraine, and then the neighbor on the other side of the paper wall decides to work on his double bass technique. CHRIST.

There has been so much stuff going on, I think a big part of the reason I am migrained out and sick is that I haven't sat down and relaxed since, god, i don't know when. That's what today's supposed to have been for, except that now that kid is working on the beat from "Lump."

Here are some things that have happened recently:

  • I went to New Jersey and spent some time with my friends from, like, way back- Jeremy, Mambo, Brett, those people. It was good. I kicked everybody's face in at pool.
  • I saw Ty and Kristin. <3
  • Sunday night I was in New Jersey and I stumbled, completely accidentally, into a memorial dinner thing at a diner. It was for my friend Floyd, who worked at my first Barnes & Noble with me, years ago. It was great because I hadn't really gotten to mourn him much.
  • Last night I hung out with Hannah, who I think kind of hates me. Which is okay. I like her. We ate the best green curry in the whole world at this restaurant called Sea, and also the best spring rolls ever.
  • I slept until two today.
  • I made a doctor's appointment! I should have done that months or years ago.

I have been pretty terrible about updating this livejournal, huh? I really haven't been home and not asleep or drunk in a long time. Hence the illness. Hence the Illness.

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Saturday, April 23rd, 2005
12:02 pm
Sarah just called me to tell me that my bag was featured as a Don't in the new issue of Vice! That rules.


current mood: (i feel like a guest)

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Tuesday, April 19th, 2005
1:02 am
I think that the interview went very well, so this is the part where I jinx it. Whatever. Fuck it. I think that my grad school interview went well! Mwuahahaha!

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Monday, April 18th, 2005
2:33 am
Hey, think nice thoughts about me tomorrow around 4 PM Eastern, because I'll be interviewing for my Hunter College grad program around then.

</font>So it's a good idea to stay up til 2:30.</font>

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Sunday, April 17th, 2005
3:00 pm
Hey does anybody feel like trying to figure out how to get to Farmingdale, Long Island on Thursday evening to see the Bouncing Souls? It's been too long and I kind of need to see them pretty bad.

current mood: lazy

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Friday, April 15th, 2005
8:01 pm
Today I said "fuck" really loud, in front of two little kids.

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Monday, April 11th, 2005
10:07 pm
So... I have been keeping busy and running around and then being realy sick, because I'm dumb & bad at taking care of myself. But I've got some really good friends here and I'm sorta slowly feeling kinda better. I don't know. I'll be back on livejournal for real pretty soon, I guess. *shrug*

I've managed not to pierce anything or get really blind drunk, which is pretty grown-up! So that's good.

But yeah. Thanks for the well wishing & stuff y'all. I don't know. I am not miserable or anything, even though I kind of totally still feel like a jerk. Also, I'm a jerk for not reading any of you guys in like a week and a half. Did I miss anything?

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Wednesday, April 6th, 2005
4:02 pm
I broke up with Sabiha last night. I kind of haven't been on the livejournal much recently because I've been going out and getting blitzed or staying in and hiding beause I didn't want to have to do it and because I knew it was inevitable and didn't want to get into it.

Maybe I'll post more about it, but Rach is here now and we are going to go outside and be in the sun so I can't stay in and hide and cry and feel terrible any more.

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Friday, April 1st, 2005
8:58 pm
le poisson poisson

le poisson poisson poisson

If we continue to drink this much and sleep this little, we will die.

current mood: <3

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Monday, March 28th, 2005
11:35 pm
Oh & also Heather gave me my first airplane spin ever!

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10:29 pm
So tomorrow at work my arms might be all wriggly/sore because I am listening to this Hum album Electra 2000 for the second time, and it is my #1 most exciting air drum album around. Holy cow, I go even more apeshit to this than I do to the first Trail of Dead album, and they had an octopus for a drummer on that shit! So don't nobody take a swing at me tomorrow, okay.

Man this weekend. I got word that Bibbi's been telling stories about my harem from California, e.g. I was involved in getting a bunch of pretty girls from California into my apartment , and then they proceeded to dance around all night. It was pretty great, I got to meet Sabiha's friends Lindsey and Shira (neither of whom did I ask for name-spellings, by the way). And then we walked around Manhattan for a while the next day, and Sabiha drank a shot of tequila every time we crossed a street. Which was pretty rad.

Then eventually we weer in Philadelphia and Artie was totally blitzed on booze or pills or something, which was surprising, and then after he'd been blitzed for a few hours it turned out he wasn't blitzed at all! He was just pretending to almost pick up Marlboro girls and start fights, which was nice. Oh and also he even faked a thing where this happened:

Sabiha: Artie, aren't you sad not to be straightedge any more?
Artie: *gets all sad*
Sean: Oh, he's gonna get all sad now, GOOD GOING SABIHA
(then everybody was worried, then)

He was faking being sad while he was faking being drunk! It was pretty intense.

So that was cool, and then the next day we saw the movie at the museum where Salvador Dali's all "Slicing up eyeballs! Oh wah ah ah oh!," and see... I knew it was gonna happen! Because I had heard of that movie. And Sabiha knows way more about art stuff than me so I figured she knew it was coming, but nope, she ran in horror when they sliced open the eyeball.

I, however, was delighted.

So then we were at the museum, and then we went to 307pine, where there was a hundred pounds of delicious food and Harold and Kumar Go to White Castle, which is about New Jersey! Which also rules! Also I know a White Castle in Brooklyn, those stupid stoners coulda just taken the damn subway.

Then Ben and Heather tried to drive me home but we wound up driving around Brooklyn and Queens because we didn't have a proper map and because I don't know how to get anywhere except on the train. So I got home at two, and then I don't think anyone's heard from them since, so er, I apologize every body for getting Ben and Heather killed.

(man this post set off a lot of spellcheck buzzers, but they were all just weird words! Not wrong.)

current mood: sore-armed

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Friday, March 25th, 2005
8:53 am
So you kow how I could only afford to apply to one grad school, because I am too dumb to put together that there is application fee assistance for broke people? Well, I got my response from my one school. And you know how a thin envelope is always a bad thing, in an acceptance/rejection letter contet?

Yeah, I guess not always. I interview on April 18th! This, as you might guess, rules.

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